Sorry for your loss, I hate it when your animals die. My kids came home last week from school and found our cat (13 years old) dead curled up on settee. It was a bit upsetting for them. We have dogs, cats, chickens, ducks, 2 horses, 2 budgies, a cockerel and gold fish but our family grieve for each one and they are all buried in our garden with a Rose or plant to remember them by. I've had to put two horses down in the last 10 years and I miss them both so much. I hope you remember all the good times and laugh over their silly antics because they are with us for such a short time and our springer spaniel Sam (rescued so age +- 13/14) is nearing his end. His eyesight and hearing is going but he still thinks he is a spring chicken and the addition of Bonnie, our springer/collie had rejuvenated him for awhile.