Thank you everyone for your kind words. I am not sure I deserve them. I told my brother the other day that I haven't had to take morphine at all this year and he gave me all kinds of kudo's which I pooh-poohed because of my pulse going so high when I get up, I DO very little other than lay on my back. So it was no big deal since I am not in the pain I was when I moved around. Here is what he sent me back :
Sometimes you get credit when you are not sure you deserve it, sometimes you get blame when you are not sure you deserve.
Accept the credit when it comes because you have no choice on the blame.
Love
Bruce.
With people like you, him and my friends how could I feel anything but blessed? I accept your words, cherish them and have more reason to carry on as I have because of them! Applause to all of you for helping me. Sincere gratitude from me to all of you for. Taking the time to read that and encouraging me along my way. I have been given so much by so many it would be callous of me to be anything but happy. Diane/squib.